Kingdom Hearts fandom in a nutshell.
my headcanons for the DI trio’s body types:
- kairi doesn’t have a lot in the way of chest size but my god does she have the hips. her figure is really curvy and she wears skirts and dresses that emphasize it and rocks every single one of them (she also has gr8 legs) she tends to lean to one side a lot because her build makes it a comfortable position and because it’s sassy as hell and you can’t argue with a princess who has sass
- sora is pretty limber and angile and whatever but he’s definitely built the most muscle since they started their adventure. his arms especially are a lot more defined than they used to be because a keyblade weighs a lot more than a wooden sword (and have you seen the flips and shit he does in kh2) as the main protag he’s just kind of averagely built, but he’s hitting that growth period pretty gracefully considering he slept through puberty and all
- riku has actually thinned out a lot since the adventure start, especially around 358 days where he hits his growth spurt and becomes freakishly tall. his arms are obv pretty buff but he’s kind of lanky and you can tell he’s coming out of that awkward teenage stage. he also slouches CONSTANTLY so it takes like 2 inches off his actual height (he only assumes his actual height for intimidation purposes or to prove sora is still shorter)
THE SCATTERED DREAM THATS LIKE A FAR-OFF MEMORY IS KAIRI AND THE FAR-OFF MEMORY THATS LIKE A SCATTERED DREAM IS XION IM FUCKIGN MAD WHY DIDNT I REALIZE THAT EARLIER
//~DIES A IN A PUDDLE OF BLOODY TEARS~ IT’S TOO PERFECT…. TOO….
Getting into KH is at first really weird
You don’t understand wtf is happening but it’s fun and original and good
AND THEN SUDDENLY YOU GET SAD
THE WORLD IS FULL OF GRIEF BECAUSE OF KH CHARACTerS ANDYOU CAN’t DO THSI ANYMORE
DESTINY ISLANDS TRIO???? PAINFUL. SEA SALT FAMILY??? SUFFERING. WAYFINDER TRIO???? DOOMED.
THE NOBODIES????? MORE LIKE [BANSHEE SCREECH]
[BASHES HEAD AGAINST WALL] I’M NOT OK
…doesn’t mean I will.
This scene will forever be incredibly painful to me. Axel, at this point, is probably 100% sure that he will never, ever see Roxas again. The very Roxas who made him feel like he had a heart, and made him experience jealousy and fear and sadness and, whether you see it platonically or romantically, love.This kid somehow embedded himself into Axel’s very being, so much so that Axel defied orders that he knew would cost him his life. He knew that Saix - his former best friend - would have him killed for disobeying orders, and yet Axel did so anyway, just so he could see Roxas again. And let’s not even get me started on how this fight - this fucking fight was Axel’s way of killing them both. In the novels, Axel planned to burn down the mansion with both him and Roxas inside so they died together, rather than get separated/killed by someone else. But Axel couldn’t do it, ‘cause it’s Roxas, ya know? It’s the only person (save for Xion, but he doesn’t remember her) that actually makes him feel something. So he just lets Roxas win, and promises to meet again in the next life. And you can tell by his body movement that he genuinely doesn’t believe that he’ll get a next life. He thinks this is it. He fucked up as Lea, he fucked up at Axel. There’s no more chances.
Except he was wrong. He did get a next life. He died, protecting Sora - protecting ROXAS - but he was given another chance. He was allowed to live again. Only Roxas isn’t there. It’s Roxas who didn’t get the next life. Roxas isn’t waiting for Axel, and so Axel’s all alone. The thing that mattered the most to him, the thing he gave his life for, isn’t there. He’s been given a new chance at life, but the reason he wanted the new life in the first place hasn’t.
This is why I find that scene even more heartbreaking. Because it’s Axel who had the next life. But Roxas wasn’t waiting for him. Axel’s just as lonely now as he was before.